D' lovely girl from Christianster 

Look who is waiting for the food hehehe...thanks for Sis. Wheng for the delicous merienda  

We are singing here while Matin (on piano ) we had fun jamming together... 

The tutubi members (this is how we look while playing for the tutubi hehehe)with me on the left sweetwheng,the beautiful me Godfearing,Gracie,Ivy,Katie and,Vflaire..at the back Dyeypi and standing is Heero and Cooldude...during 3rd Christianster EB 

CHRISTMAS DAY

Merry Christmas everyone!!!...holiday yes! but I am at work by choice of course. Aside from the double pay hehehe Christmas is not the day that we celebrated most but the New year. We mostly go out with my family. We just went to SM strolling, lunch together, buy some stuff and that's it need to go home for I have work the next day..... That's my Christmas life when I entered call center. No regrets honestly for It's a big help financially to my family. Christmas is for God for we should be thanking HIM for what he done to us.

Thank you Lord!!

Metrics Uploaded team Christmas party

As agreed we just had dinner at Dencio's. Sounds funny but It's KKB (Kanya kanyang bayad) that's ok, It's bonding anyway of the whole team. My php 300 ++ worth fine, we had a wonderful dinner though we are not complete but we had fun together. Picture taking as usual, Tl Jen gave us a gift, It's a figurine with our initials on it soooooo cute! after that a revelation of our baby. By the way we also had kris kringle for the team only. I picked Johnny and he wish cash money, we agreed Php 300 for the gift. It's one time gift and before the gift giving you should be describing your baby. Alvin picked my name and I wish a CD of Regine Velasquez particularly her album R2K and Reigne but for some "katamaran" ng mommy ko yes!! mommy coz he is she hehehehe...anyways he just gave me a SM gift check amounting to Php 300. I doesn't make sense yung kris kringle palitan lang ng pera hehehe. Well I just bought something to my kids yung gift check.

Kris kringle

Christmas is fast approaching as an old tradition to every household,schools,offices..Kris Kringle. Here at sykes we do the same thing,every week will have a kris kringle where there is assign thing for the week. I pick the name of Ms. Chi2 and Arvin Losanes picked my name. I received the ff:

Tiger stuff toy
scented candles
angel figurine
2 CD Barbie movie - as my last wish

Merry Christmas!!

MSN IA CS phone Christmas party '04

It was held at Philippine Heritage Library, We were late for some reason Ayala avenue was closed and traffic is everywhere.We walk from makati ave. to the venue.I'm so surprised for I saw different faces and I just realized that a lot of them are new agents (wla kasi akong pakialam hehehe)Honestly I don't feel the activities at first I'm just enjoying with my close friends (cleo,Vannie and Lorna) and we are enjoying the food so much.As expected standing ovation when we are called to do our dance number.A bit nervous for I was wearing the shoes of Lorna and I never expected that we will be dancing in a carpeted one.Oh my! it is so hard to move on a carpeted floor...this is it..... well dancing is my craft (hahaha yabang!!) I enjoyed our dance number though not perfect but I know everybody loves it.I won 500 worth of gift certificate from SM,they gave ham.some team goodies.picture taking and we have to say "back to work". Its my rest day but I rendered OT-Off I sleep first at the break room then work.

Pls. check this site (video taken during our dance number):

Happy together...we just arrived from PICC (Christmas party) from Youth Summit conference at Folk Arts with Vannie here....what a fresh and youthful faces hahaha 

Cleo,Lorna and I......my girlfriends for life!!! still at the Christmas party.. 

from left...arvin,vannie,cleo,alvin,lorna,d'beautiful me and mitch during Sykes Christmas party...we had fun together and the most fav one...we ate a lot hahaha 

CFC's Christmas party at Alabang

After Christianster EB vannie I left to CFC Alabang for their Christmas party,honestly at first I’m hesitant to go for I prefer to stay and I’m really so tired traveling again but I’m keeping my promise to Vannie and I also want to get out of that place for I’m so sleepy.Imagine a travel from Cubao to Alabang.I make some nap at the bus and I learned that the venue is very near to my bestfriends house ..I suddenly miss her a lot.Called and text her and we supposed to see each other but since we arrived at the Christmas party late I decided not to ask Girlie to drop by.At the church I just found out that It’s a single night Christmas party and what the hell I’m doing there hahaha…though nobody seem to believe that I’m married (hehehe) still I was at first awkward to the group but knowing me I can easily adopt to everything .People are great (Christians are great always!)and not to mention the food hahaha most specially Grace she is so sweet and I can sense her dedication in serving the youth she is really a blessing to everybody .I can’t believe that she is 33 and she looks so young….well if your serving God your always beautiful inside and out. (check her picture above…).I had fun most specially during the jamming time their band render some songs and exchanged gift is more fun It’s not a traditional picking the numbers,there were this story and whenever you heard “right” you’ll be passing your gift to the right person same thing with the word “left”.And this also my most embarrassing moment for you should be approaching the person who received your gift for I just found out that the gift should worth Php 100.I ask Vannie to buy for me and she bought the bench towel amounting to $59.Whoever you are I did not intend to do this and God knows how I’d love to approach you but I really can’t pls! forgive me. Back to the office for I will be having an overtime off for 4 hrs.I just slept at breakroom and back to work .

3rd EB for Christianster

This is my 2nd time I attended EB .after work and practice for dance we straight ahead to XARIAS-FAITH BIBLE at Anonas Q.C where the EB will held.We decided to have lunch first at chowking with Mario and Vanessa. At the church they were 8 I guess we started with the Tutubi song It's actually a play where u'll be hiding and passing the stone to everybody and somebody will be guessing where is it..unfortunately 8 times akong taya hehehe..Charade next and then we had merienda courtesy of Sis.Wheng for it is her birthday last Dec. 13. We also have some jamming,singing while Matin do his piece in piano.I'm really so sleepy,tired yet I had fun and I enjoy a lot.Compared last Eb hmmmm.. last tym there are lot of activities and a lot of attendees but still the most impt. thing is that we gather and have fun together.We leave early for we will be attending Christmas party at CCF Alabang with Vannie.

The 3rd eb theme song hehehe

I want to be a tutubi
Na walang tinatagong bato
Na nanggaling sa bundok!
Tinuka ng manok!
Na nahulog sa puno!
Nyahahaha....

Again to everyone: Dyeypi,Gracie81,Sweetwheng,Heero,Katieann07,Yanie,Matin,
Vflaire,Cooldude,Mikoydos,Jimann,Christianbless,Cherubi,athena
ahhhh pls forgive me to those I forgot to mention(pede pa namang mag edit hehehe)...love u guys!! looking forward sa 4th EB..God bless!!

what a practice!!!

Decided to dance for the msn ia cs phone Christmas party .A group of 3 which we called "kapal muks hehehe" Vannie,myself and master mario.This is what I love to do "ika nga" my craft.We practice this for 3 days for 1 hour each.I choose the song "dirty dancing" by black eyed peas, steps are very simple yet sexy. mario known as "Master" hehehe do the steps, I just contributed some of them same thing with vannie. all things went ok though honestly I don't think we will make it perfectly for we never practice a lot but we still go on..anywys we are just doing this for fun. Until that day came....

check my next blog....

Youth Summit JIL KKB Anniversary

Dec. 11, 2004

It was held at Folk Arts Theather supposedly at 1pm but we arrived past 2 pm for some stupidity in me I thought that CCP is the folk arts theater so from their we walk to Folk Arts Theather,it's raining that time.I'm with Vannie and Cleo which I prayed that they could come and join for that occasion is really for them so they will understand the importance of the youth to served God. They reserved seats and it's overwhelming seeing a lot of youth praising God...I remember the time when I'm serving God,singing and dancing with Him and thoughts and guilt suddenly came in for I never give myself 100% whenI'm still on the youth ministry but looking on my sis and bro inlaws makes me happy for I know that we led them to where they are now and Praise God for that.Pls forgive me but I forgot the name of the speaker who led the conference it's so inspiring most specially when they let us watched the video taken during the youth summit from different parts of the philippines and you could see how God works in the life of the youth I did'nt help but cry.I was filled by the Holy Spirit when we prayed for repentance I cried so hard for I know I was lack on serving God but I'm trying and God knows that....we just sing,dance which I miss a lot doing during youth ministry and having a fellowship with others and just praising Him all night ,I hope I can bring back the time but all of those is just a memories a very good memories .I don't want to leave the place for I honestly prefered to stay their than to attend the Christmas Party but still we have to go for we need to attend Christmas party I'm so sad deep inside for the nth times I choose to be with others and have fun rather than praying but I know God is so good..He is not judging me and he has a big heart to understand everything.I LOVE YOU LORD you know that nobody will replace you in my heart...I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING THAT I CAUSE YOU PAIN....AND THANK YOU SO VERY VERY MUCH.......................PRAISE YOU!!

Sykes Christmas Party'04

Dec. 11, 2004

This is my 2nd year I attended christmas party at Sykes before it was a hollywood inspired at "The Fort",now its a Carnivale theme at "PICC tent".As expected designs and "pakulo" are everywhere.There is a give away it's a tumbler actly.There are lot of booths (henna tatoo,palmistry,games etc.).The food was catered at The Mandarin Hotel hmmmmmmmmm I like some of the food though there is a soda limit of 3. I like the place but I don't like the idea of limiting the tables and chairs,we come up of taking our own chairs to supposed to be standing area table.Program is fine Luke Mijares is the opening no. we thought it's JR,raffles made and we won Adidas items,we are so excited seeing our names on the monitor.Dancing as usual with the master Mario who teached us on ballroom dancing which personally I hate.And as expected eat to the max and we got a chance to have another stub and give aways...how can we do that???well.....secret hahahaha.....actly we went out pretending that we just came in to place so that's it (isn't brilliant idea hahaha).Toni Gonzaga is there and the famous magician Eric Mana.Dance all night which I love to do and it's time to go for we plan to have a coffee.But I'm really tired and sleepy so Vannie and I decided to go.I have my favorite place to put on henna tatoo its on my ankle like last year.Well looking forward for the next year...hopefullu with the same company but for sure with the same friends...

watching "pa siyam"

Lorna, Cleo and I watched "Pa-siyam" at Glorietta after work .It's a suspense horror movie hmmm I don't like it much but I had great time just shouting with Cleo for nothing hehehe.Anywys It is about a a mom who suffered insanity coz she was maltreated by the person which her children trust to take care of her.She died, actually killed herself and that is where the story started. It was inspired during the traditional way of PInoy "Pasiyam"where families gather together and prayed till 9 days for they believe that the soul is still on earth and can help the soul to got to heaven (personally I don't believe in that,It was clearly stated in the bible).anywys every night they experienced a very frightening and unexplainable moments (director/writer is just trying to describe what their mom experienced when she was still alive).The story is full of sadness, hatred and unforgiveness. Personally I don't like the character of the mom I'm a mom of 3 and it's so sad to see that up to the last breath she did not forgive her children.As mom we should have unconditional love like what mom said "pedeng malimutan ng anak ang magulang but never ang magulang sa anak"which I agreed.Anyways I know that it's all been given justice by the writer and director on their own ways.Ending on the 9th days the mom came back for revenge and she will be taking one of her children.The other children which is mentally ill killed herself the same way that mom did and that's it.....I don't want the part of the suicide scene....Anywys I'm with my frend and it's libre hahaha thanks to Cleo and the popcorn is courtesy of Lornadahl .Also we went to Landmark for I don't have shoes and hat for the Christmas party with Cleo,but I just buy hat for P40.00 its b4 P160++ and I realized to buy a cheaper sandals at the blumentritt.I don't have sleep and I have work that night ,I'm so tired and my body is asking for rest so I knew myself I'll be absent again hahaha and yeah! right I'm absent.

tag board and link is working yehey!!!

after full research,analization of programs and whole shift of pethics just to make this perfect.....I finally got it!! I made my blog tag board and a link site and Bible verse that changes everday. How long I've waited to have this. Anywys I'm still looking for other added features to put in here. Well at last I'm using what I learned back college hehehe, though it's a simple thing but since I'm not used to it so for me it's a hard work really!!!

Work in the middle of super typhoon Yoyong

Call center is a not excuse to leave due to typhoon.Well...honestly I do have an option it's just that I don't have paid leaves anymore hahaha...anywys as much as I want to stay at home for it was signal no. 2 in Manila though there less rain but the wind blows so hard that cause a lot of billboard,trees etc. to crushed.I honestly feel terrified looking on trees that is waving very hard and nobody on the streets..so dark that time (some parts of metro manila was black out)I feel like in a ghost street,alone and terrified.I just prayed hard that I'll be safe going to the office.I can't imagine how I look like coz the wind is very hard that it moves me,my cap and jacket was removed and my pants is abt to loosen.I decided to ride a taxi coz If not I might be going to the office without a need to ride anything hehehe.As expected a lot of calls coz there are lot of absences.Thank God for I finished my shift though tired and sleepy. Praise God also for he did'nt let the typhoon to stay in the Philippines that long.

Rm. 433

This is the room that was given to my daughter after a long wait and arguments.At first I did'nt noticed anything bcoz I'm so tired and sleepy that time.In the morning I was alone with my daughter and that is the time I feel different. I just remembered watching "Wag kang kukurap" It's abt the haunted room in the hospital so I feel so terrified thingking of that scenario.But I remembered last night when me and my husband went inside the room and fixing things then suddenly someones knocking the door becaise it was locked and nobody is doing that.That morning I feel so restless I can't sleep I'm always looking around the room and to the point of opening all lights.It happened 3x that the faucet opened itself and I'm just alone with my daughter and nobody is opening it.I just prayed and thingking and tried myself to believe that it's not a super natural thing.That night my husband,eldest son and mom look for my daughter while I'm at work.In the morning my son and I had a chat together and suddenly mentioned that a middled old woman came last night and clean the room,he describe the clothes,and the things that woman did that night.I was frightened for nobody is cleaning the room at night schedule for that is in the morning,but I still choose to keep quiet and secretly asked all maintenance people if they do hve schedule of cleaning at night and they verified no one.My mom also keep on insisting that she saw my husband at the terrace which my husband claimed that he did not went there and he is actually not there that time .So that's it I don't have choice but to share my experienced also and 1 nurse confirmed the same experience and others too who stayed to that room.I decided to request to be transfer that because of that ghost thing (hmmmm partly maybe hehehe) but because it's really very hot,very uncomfortable and my daughter for 2 nights had a sleepless nights and very irritable every night.That same night we transfered to a different room thank God!We just uttered prayer before we left the room

My temper

Nov. 21

We were in the emergency room at around 8:50 and the doctor decided that my daughter is needed to be admitted for gastrointestinal disorder with vomiting plus fever and cough.As part of the processing for admission,there should be an order coming from the doctor and there shld be a slip request for a room.I'm so sleepy,tired and bored for waiting for us to be admitted.I just noticed and checked the time it is already 12 mn,I don't have the request slip yet and I saw a lot patient who just came in and have their slip request already. That is the time I ask the doctor for our papers and surprisingly we are the last to be given a request. I don't care where I am and who I am speaking with all I know that I'm really really mad of what they did,I raise my voice telling them facing directly to the doctor the hassle they created .I keep myself cool because I know that anytime I'll be breaking out in anger.I went to Admission ofc and staff there told me that there is no more available room and if it is ok with me there is one under ward with 6 patients in a room of course I won't take it.......while going back to ER I felt so much anger I know that time nobody can't stop me.At the ER my voice is everywhere ,I don't care what I look like,what they thingking abt me,All I know is that I'm in the right position to get mad.I totally loose my temper I shouted the staff at the admin,security guard,nurses and doctor.I also requested to be home but they don't allow me for I know that whatever happen to my daughter it's their responsibility so they do their best to give me a room..though it's a reserved room but they don't have any choice to find one for me or else.......and when I finally inside the room .my husband and I keep on laughing for he is describing how I look and how the people look at me.I just laugh with myself and be sorry for what I did hehehe...that's the bad side of me that's why as much as I can, I don't want to get mad.....

Another 2 days off

Nov.19-20

My 2 days off was spend at Bagong Silang for my Dad's bday celebration for the rest of his co church worker.I'm with my 2 son's friday night after I rush to wash our clothes and had only 2 hrs of sleep and when we get there I just found out that my daughter is sick so thank God for I'm with her during that time.Usual saturday time with the kids (play,watch tv,eating etc.)and at night I expect that my hubby will be home around 9 or 10pm but past 12mn ,no call,no text and he is still not home.I'm starting to worry I just prayed that he will be ok.Then God is good my hubby came.That early morning my daughter has high fever and vomiting at the same time so I never had enough sleep.Sunday morning help my mom to prepare for food for visitor will coming .Some of my dad's co chusrch worker came,bible study,sharing and had a wonderful snacks together.In then in the afternoon my husband I decided to bring my daughter with us and bring to the hospital.

thank you!!

I thank all those people who greeted me at christianster.com,netfriendship,Barkadahan,Friendster..to everyone thank you from the bottom of my heart.God bless!!

this are the thread they created to greet me (Christianster):

http://www.christianster.com/ctan/html/forummsgs.php?ctgryid=117&topid=3585&page=1

drunk for the first time at 30

I always wanted to be drunk no particular reason but just to experience it. I'm always telling myself that I'm hoping before I reach the age of 30 I already experience being drunk.My highschool friend came a day before my 30th birthday so as usual drinking session ....Let say,it's been 5 years that I do drink alcohol occasionally and never had any moment being drunk and this time after a mix of vodka Absolut,colt45,san miguel light and red horse...I WAS TOTALLY DRUNK......
I don't know exactly how many time I throw up but one thing for sure .... lot of times..... hehehe.Thank God my husband and friends are there to take care of me coz I'm really dizzy and though I know what's going on but I can't control anything.And I can say this time that I don't want to be drunk anymore it does'nt have any good thing in me I just have headache the whole day and that's it. But I enjoyed a lot most specially after and my husband told me that "I'm wild " hahaha whatever the meaning of that all I care is that I'm happy and thanks to my friends and husband who took care of me and for celebrating my bday and making my wish come true.

breakfast time... 

vodka absolut girl ( look what we have in common.... rosy cheek hehe) with Mitch here..we really have fun together 

taken during our bday celebration (Lorna and I) from left cleo,sha-sha,me and Lorna (look what's lorna is doing her fav.past time hehehe) 

with my 2 dearest friend.sha-sha (middle) and Lorna (right side)...though we haven't got chance to be with sha2 always but friendship will always remain 

"a sweet word"

I miss my family so much so after staying with friends I went home....my kids and husband are not there so I just clean the room and pressed our clothes and buy some stuffs...when i came back my husband is there and sweetest word I heard again from him is "I miss you"...he just stayed with me,I shared what happened to the bday celebration and actually he has colds and decided to rest and I have colds now too (can u guess why ??hahahahahaha)anyways,that is the reason that our marriage is still working and still exciting everyday for we make sure to say those important words everyday like "I love you","I miss you".sometimes we neglect to say those words but that will make us alive and inspired .I'm still praying that nothing will change until such time that God will take us in his arms.God bless over YEGIE.

happy beerday to me and to Lorna!!!

Nov. 13

Celebration for Lorna's 22nd bday and my ever waited sweet 30..as plan, after shift we went to SM megamall but after that since I don't have enough sleep and it supposed to be my off but I need to be here for "a so called very impt. meeting" I wonder where the importance is...anyways I was out already at 9 and then we need to wait for Cleo till 11:30,I'm really sleepy,I'm not feeling well, I'm so inip etc etc in other words "tinotopak na me" but when we finally get out of the ofc..I feel alive I'm back thank God hehehe....to SM for PT session at Pain and Rehab with Mitch,Cleo and Lorna and because of some "nagmamarunong" staff there I was again burst in so much anger for they don't let Lorna to have the session without the card which we explained clearly that it was lost for she was held up same thing with Mitch for she don't have with her the medicard..after so many arguments they let them have the session.I feel so relaxed after PT and after a long wait we had our lunch hmmm merienda at the same time for it was past 2 pm already at Mann Hann and we had a very satisfying lunch/merienda together and I saw the excitement and joy in the face of Lorna and guess what happened to her after???...hahahahaha i know frend u'll be reading this,u will hate me but remember whatever happen we are here beside u no matter what and where u r hahahahaha we will be there to bring you lot of tissue.After SM we went to Cleo's place,clean up and ready to fight.Sha2 is their also and I'm happy coz at last we had chance to be with sha2 its' been a long time.It's my 1st time to drink Vodka Absolut and honestly I thought that that will be the first time that I'll be drunk for after first drink I feel dizzy but as expected I never get drunk at all and we did'nt finished the whole bottle.We just had games,chatting and had a lot of laugh together....we are all tired and sleepy so decided to sleep....

family time!!

Nov.7-8 - rest day
Nov. 9-10-VL

Long rest hmmm a bit!!I'm not taking calls but I had a lot of household chores to take care plus my daughter is with me so it added on my responsibility.Very tiring yet fulfilled coz I can feel being a real mom hehehe...It's fun to be with my kids though I don't have much time with my hubby coz he is working so hard.Anyways last sunday after church we went to Paraiso at Retiro my kids was able to play with other kids and it's so nice seeing my whole family together.I'm really so blessed to have a very wonderful family.Also I decided not to have my OT last saturday for I need to be with my friend coz Hazel is having problem that time and they need me to be there.

Bonding with Cleo

For Nov. 6

I never realize that I have my OT-Off commitment for tonight but since I planned already to got to SM megamall for Pain and Rehab for PT session I still continue to go there.Cleo is with me.As expected , a lot of patients so we need to wait for 1-2 hrs more.We had our lunch at Mann Hann it's a chinese restaurant and the food was great though quite expensive.After a very delicious and satisfied meal and nice chat with cleo we went to pain and rehab to have our PT session.Quite dissapointed coz they changed the way the PT session procedure
I'm looking forward for the massage thing but anyways it relieved my back pain so that's ok and it's free hahahaha...We finished at around 4:30pm and we have to commute from there and I went home I guess 5:30 and I'm hoping that I can sleep even for 4 hrs but my daughter is there so I never got a chance to sleep and I miss my daughter so much so I decided not to work.I had a wonderful time with Cleo and I just found out that we have same favorite international actor and it's Nicholas Cage and plan to watch his upcoming movie on the 24th.I'm happy also bcoz my daughter is with me I miss her so much.....

Happy Holdup anniversary to me!!

Exactly 1 year at around 3:00-:3:15 am I'm on my way to work for my 4am shift at Tayuman area when I had my 1st and I'm claiming to God that it will be the last holdup experienced in my life. I don't want to narrate again what happened for that was past already and I'm posting this just to thank God for HIS continous protection and love for 1 year ,though that's experienced brings me pain,hatred and stress but one thing for sure God has a purpose on it and that is for the best of me.Ive learned a lot of things I felt the love of my friends,family and God and that's the best part of it.I miss my cel Nokia 3650 honestly but I would rather lost all things in me but not my family and friends.Thank God for everthing!!!

a long week of stressed!!

It's on my 6 days of work...everyday is a very stressful one ...imagined que calls that almost hit 100.I'm really so tired I almost went to the point of giving up and not planning to come for work.Everytime It's time for me to got to the office my mind is telling me to go but my body won't take it....but still I have no choice I have to work...and here I am taking calls!!!

Haloween day, 2004

I remember when I was a kid until I guess highschool days that I'm so excited whenever haloween day is coming.That is the time that my cousins,aunt and uncles from father side are having a wonderful get together in the cemetery to visit our grandfather.Times changes....and this year I went to cemetery with "Nget and friends..we had a nice chat in the middle of the cemetery and imagined and it is really dark out there its already past 6pm...after that we went o Bagong Silang coz my kids are there..a vacation for 1 week it's a sem break...and good thing I called the office for I thought I had work that time (friday,oct.29)....anyways I'm so happy coz I saw my children most specially my little girl.

Christianster Forum

I had so much fun joining to christianster forum..I love exchanging views and ideas to everybody (with or without sense hahaha) how wonderful the feelings are when your with you brothers and sister in christ....anyways this is the reason why I obviously love to work just for this hahaha...I also added my passion for forum for barkadahan.org.To Dyeypi,athena,wengkies,corrxxx,sweetwheng,dhay19 and to others that I forgot to mention sorry but you know who u are..U guys are great and I hope to see u soon..God bless christianster and barkadahan!!

Forum Moderator

Barkadahan Org admin. offered me as one of the forum moderator on their forum Love,Courtship and Marriage...why not its a big honor for me...and thank God for that responsibility.anyways because of that Im more active now go to that site and I'm so excited everytime I went to that site and read all new postings and shared mine too.I prayed that God will use this site to everybody to know Him and use us to lead those persons to Him.....I want to personally thank the admin/ staff for the trust and believe in me:

Hafajerry - Founder/Chairman
Wengkies - Web Developer
DJ-'Yan - Site Admin.
and to all my co-moderators

God bless www.barkadahan.org!!

is it ghost???

I had experienced seeing ghost and sensed them a lot in different places,but for sure I have no 3rd eye..Oh! pls I prefered not to have one.Anyways let me share with you abt what happened on ladies CR at our office 17th flr.Me and my friends and we heard some others too who had experienced something eery inside that CR.But I choose to share this...It's been 2x that I went there and heard someone is calling me but just a sound of "psst".I thought at first that it comes outside or somebody do that not directly to me but i know for the fact that the sounds is coming inside the CR but I don't want to think that way.Well, it happened again...I told that to vannie but on the 3rd time..this time I ran away from that area as in "ran away" but I still manage to look at the back of me hoping that sombody will get outside of course hoping that it is human hehehe .The reason that I acted that way is because for the 3rd time..same sound (It's actually a sound of a man) I felt his presence,very very near and the "psssst"is just 4 inches away from my ear.(imagined how close) but believe me there is nobody there.Honestly I'm so scared,I can't go to CR alone and until now I can't go there alone hahaha..I'm still praying that God will totally remove the fear in me and I know in due time,I will forgot that (I HOPE!!)well until now I'm still forcing myself to believe that it's not a ghost it is only the product of less sleep,tired from work etc....but whatever it is...I know that God will not leave me,He'll protect me for sure.....I remember Haloween is coming, will that make sensed hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.I GUESS!

Im with dyeypi at back of me,vflaire in green,athena in red,sweetwheng oh forgive me I forgot the 2..anyways We went there at around 11:30 at I never thought that this will be a great fun.God bless to all!! 

another shots from christianster member.I feel dizzy at first coz I don't have sleep yet I just came from work..but still I'm happy being with them and vannie is with me too. 

It's a 2nd EB for Christianster held at Paco Park last Oct. 23. We have a lot of fun.games,getting to know,eating etc.

beating the 2 mins!!!

I never had a chance to received Health Bonus in my entire stay here at sykes for I always had absences and Sick leave which ur not entitled if you have one. This month of October I manage my self to be early and to condition myself not to have any absences.I only have 9 days and I will have my health bonus for the first tym and for some reason I'm having problem looking for a passenger jeep at home and I hate riding taxi....same at buendia I can't find bus,I find one but the route is at bel-air so I need to ride one more to ayala.I ride right away jeep to ayala but God!napakabagal..to make the story short...after the efforts,running to avoid lates and everything...I'M LATE imagined just for 2 minutes GRRRRRRRRR!!!...........I feel so tired,dissapointed and frustrated at the same time.It takes the whole shift before I accepted the fact that I will never have Health Bonus for this month.
Lesson learned:

1. Always anticipate the possibility of changes
2. Listen to your intuition
3. Accept failure
4. Trust God...(that's happened with a purpose...I believe in that)

so better luck next month.................

It's my lucky day!

It's been a long time that I received a Service Failure to my Quality Monitoring and to my surprise I had one hehehe.It's my fault actually coz I took advantage of the fact that I will handle all calls easily even there are lot of changes,updates that needed to pay attention with.I also had an Somewhat Satisfied on the survey..I don't know yet the reason for that but anyways in all of that I thank God for He just reminds me that not everyday will be the best for me and be ready to accept failures. I'm so tired for there are lot of calls coming in and my patience is on test right now...

"God give me strenght,patience and let me realize the good thing of my job not the bad side of it so I can still work with happiness inside me."

food for thought

Attitude
by Charles Swindoll

"The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness, or skill. It will make or break a company ... a church ... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude ... I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me, and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you ... we are in charge of our Attitudes."

this was shared by one of my bangon_webbie yahoo group Christine Eustaquio [eustfam@pldtdsl.net]

stressful day off!!

I have my 2 consecutive rest day but I did'nt get a chance to rest well, why??

1. Same routine : doing all household chores (washing,ironing,cleaning,cooking etc..) Gosh I'm so tired!
2. My kids 2nd grading exam, I need to review them one by one.
3. My youngest visit to the doctor.

Sometimes I'm thingking how hard to be a mother but if I see my children laugh and see how my husband work for the best of his family and how God blessed us for everything. I tell myself that I don't have room for complaints. There is no easy life,God gave us task and we need to do that to the best that we can and I'm thingking that God will never give us anything that we can't handle. I just want to Praise God for all the difficult things He gave to me because of that He is molding me to be the best wife, mother and person to everyone.

No calls yehey!!!

Nothing unusual....same routine and present to all telenovela marathon hehehe...for 2 days we have less calls and Im so happy for that...more time to chat,surf etc...Pay day yday but honestly I dnt feel it...aside from I have discrepancy on my salary also I have a lot of things to pay,to buy. but anyways...thank God for providing our needs.Busy posting to forum sa Barkadahan and I chatting with my fellow christian sa christianster......

Marijoe,Vanessa and I...picture perfect!!At work.. 

I miss my afternoon telenovela

I usually set my alarm at 3pm to start my telenovela delight...Oh no! i did'nt wake up I don't know why maybe I'm really so tired that I did'nt hear the alarm.I woke up in the middle of "mulawin"my evening telenovela marathon start on that so thank God hahaha...Before getting to sleep my husband and I had some kwento "wala lang" we miss each other lang.He said that on Dec. he''' try his best to be with me more most specially during my off coz I always complaint of not being with him during my off.We miss each other it's just that he had a lot of work to do.prepared going to the office

my husband is a superhero

My daughter who is 2 yrs old locked herself at the CR.Our lock there is so tight you can easily close them but not to open.Can you imagined my daughter's little hand ,it will be very hard for her to open it by herself. Anyways the time I learned that my daughters got inside I'm not scared coz I know she can possibly open it if properly intructed but I just realized HOW???So at first I'm calm asking her to open it,I heard she is trying and when she started to cry I freak out because I know my daughter is not ok ,my daughter is like me she can't easily cried and if she do it means she hurts so much.I'm afraid that she might suffocate inside for there is no proper ventilaton,or she may fell or....huh!!!I'm thingking a lot of bad things that might happened. I tried to force the door but nothing happen.Until I gave up and I ask my son to call his tatay. My husband came I saw his worried face,he first talk to his daughter just to let my daughter know that everythings ok and then he look everywhere,check the door and suddenly he noticed that there is a weak part of the door it is located on the lower part. My daughter is really so tired of crying she is now starting to cough out and again I freak out for she have asthma .I just prayed and my hubby decided to destroy the lower part of the door.The size that was open is like 12 inches and even my daughter can't get out of that hole so what my husband did was force himself inside to reach the lock without even thingking that he might got hurt. It is successfull he open the lock my baby is safe but my husband had a lot of bruises,he don't mind it as long his baby is safe. I appreciate my husband more and I realized that he will do all impossible things for his family and I thank God for giving my husband courage and wisdom. I hug my baby and that experienced makes me realized more the importance of my family and how lucky I am to have a husband who is very loving and dedicated father .

Christianster and Barkadahan Org

What I can say to this 2 sites...........pls visit my journal at :

http://www.livejournal.com/users/sheng_17/

another normal life

I had my 2 days off and a normal life,normal sleep,normal time to eat and normal mind ha3. I don't need to understand other's problem on their billing and internet. I have a peaceful life with my kids and husband. Though honestly I'm physically tired coz I have to wash clothes, clean the house and a lot of household chores but nevertheless I'm doing that to my own family. Watch Tv galore,chat with friends and eat a lot hahaha.I'm with my kids and I sleep beside my husband ,we got to chance to discuss things.I just stayed at home,fixing everything there and taking care of my kids.

usual routine and earthquake

usual routine ....after shift go home watch "Irene" a koreanovela then I eat lunch alone for my husband had a service that time and kids at the school then sleep....alarm set to 3pm for "Leya" the "joyride" and "twin sister". I learned that my baby and my mom is coming so i just clean the room then sleep..but my bunso came so i have'nt got a chance to sleep well. Alarm set to 8:30 for "extra challenge" then "mulawin" and "forever in my heart" while eating dinner. Time to take a bath and from then an earthquake came I'm scared bcoz u cn see and feel the intensity and it takes like 1 minute inside the bathroom just looking on all things that moving and lights turning on and off.I just uttered prayer.after that I feel dizzy and sleepy at the same time. Got to work and I sleep during way to the office .......and "thank you for calling msn customer service for 8 hours "....

check my new post at my journal site

I had this chatmate of mine from Africa and he is coming here to visit me...more on:

http://www.livejournal.com/users/sheng_17/

Its pizza time sa office....u know what I just ate 4 of them grabe!!!yum yum yum 

a letter from Dad

It's been awhile that I have seen my dad,I miss him a lot I'm daddy's girl actly. when my mom took my daughter with her my dad wrote a letter from me a very touching letter. I cried while reading it , he always tells me how he loves me and my kids a lot and I'm his favorite and keep on saying sorry for all the things he done. I'm scared when he keeps on reminding me everything it's like he'll be gone soon and i hate to think that. Honestly I'm a very tough person but when I'm thingking that God will take my dad (I know soon )it makes me weak and I'm very scared. My dad may not be a perfect dad (nobody is) but he is very responsible,loving and he mold me of what I'm now. I never had a lot of materials things before but I'm happy and that is the most important thing.He is 71 turning 72 this november 26 and my family is planning a bday celebration for him. I don't know but it seems that it will be his last bday (hopefully not Oh God pls not).I know in some ways that I hurt him,I dissapoint him but yet he never let me feel that I did that to him. I love him so much I hope I can tell the whole world how proud I am for being his daughter and I'm praying that God will still give me chance to prove how much I love my dad( I hope this will not be too late). anyways I'm preparing for the best bday in his life and I'm planning to set time to treat my dad or just have pasyal with him a sort of bonding. I've learned to show your love to everybody everyday or it might be too late to do that.God bless all dad in the world!

another happy ending!!!

I'm a telenovela fanatics...of course at GMA kapuso hehehe..I was inspired and in love with this teleserye "Ikaw sa puso ko" starring Oyo boy Sotto and Nadine Samonte and a lot more. It's a typical love story but this one struck me a lot. It's more on "kilig" factor maybe because they are very good looking and off camera Oyo boy had a biggest crush on Nadine so maybe that's one of the factor that make me a lot of "kilig" whenever they had this sweet moments together it really show. The story is a combination of love,hatred.family,brother rivalry and soulmates and of course about true love. This is one of the reason that I had only few hours of sleep coz I have to wake up at around 3pm just to watch this. I'm very romantic so I appreciate all love story and this one is one of the best shall I say. It ended already so as expected happy ending and I really love happy ending...Another chapter of love shown and there is one will come this monday ,they will also be the character but this time it is a fantasy love story . In other words 3pm will be the settings of my alarm again and i'm also watching "Forever in my life" starring Regine,Ariel and Richard...well a love story about soulmates...I'm religously following this everyday.

Taal trip with Lorna,Ailyn,Vannie and Cleo
September 11-12, 2004. We stayed at Taal Yacht Club

I miss my daughter so much!!!!!!

I miss my little girl.......she is staying with my mom since she was 2 months old and I'm just taking her with me once in a while or i go there at Bagong Silang to see her.My husband and I decided to let my mom take our little angel because that time she was sick (she had a broncho pneumonia) and under medication and we live at blumentritt where all kinds of bacteria are there and her doctor advised us to find a better place for our daughter. It's very hard , very very hard most specially for me for she is my youngest and only daughter...I prayed a lot to have a baby girl then God gave me but I will not have the best time with her. Years pass my daughter grows very smart and well I thank my parents and God for that . when I'm trying to take my daughter with me permanently I'm having hard time a very hard time for my parents always very emotional on that. I understand them I know what my daughter brought to them an unexplainable happiness but how abt us???I miss her sooooooooooooo much I'm crying evertime i miss her actually everyday(Am I selfish??)I just want my baby to be with me I want to take care of her ,I want to spend time with her. The whole day I wanted to go there and take my baby with me but HOW??....My husband and I agreed that we will take our baby no matter what happen by december and we are praying that my parents will understand that.

dream 2

second time ...I napped during my lunch break.,same place,closely the same hour past 11pm.
my family is their (my husband, my bunso JR,other ppl which i forgot when I woke up)

the dream is abt this horrible creature "para syang bitukang napakalaki"(it's like an large intestine) it grows,it crawled and sobrang "nakakatakot talaga"( so scary). The funny with this is that...there is only 1 way to kill that creature and that is the human manure (yes it's a "shit", fecal whatever term for that) .

We are all on 1 house then the creature start to crawled and grow...i went to a place with the large hose and inside is the "shit" hahaha imagined i poured everything to the creature and it died. But the problem is that that will soon be alive and all of the people will die so my desired is to let everybody know and informed them abt the only way to kill the creatures. We left home and the sad portion of this is that my husband and my baby left (bcoz they'll be watching Nyoy Volante's concert at cuneta astrodome) so I cried bcoz i felt that i'm not important to my husband anymore. anyways we just continue to walk and go to the place where they are selling the magic door (glass door) so im thingking that if we purchase that the creature can't reach us anymore but suddenly we felt the presence of the creature....i start crying bcoz it seems the end of the worls and I'm thingking not for myself but for my baby and my husband that was away from me.......crying and crying.....

vannie woke me up....my break is up

dream 1

i had this dream (i napped during my break) Lorna, this man and I. This man i'm talking abt is one of the L2 here (ssshhhhhh!!!secret ok)we had this sweet moments together I feel so happy during those moments as in "kilig". My dream is very clear and it's all abt work hahaha imagine I'm really over work now.anyways our headset is on, we are chattng ,he just held me tight embaraced me and hold my hand. I don't have feelings with this guys (halerrrr!!!)only after i dreamt of him..........I'm still assessing my feelings now hopefully this will fade away maybe i was carried away of the moments we have in my dream.....

He went here and tell something to me..................and u know what "wala lang dedma"(nothing unusual) meaning im nt falling for him or whatever.....thank God hahahaha

on a graveyard shift but hey look!!!I'm still fresh hahaha 

blogs here I am!!!

this is it....finally realized that i love doing this. I had my journal entry http://www.livejournal.com/users/sheng_17/ but it was iniated by my good friend Lorna who love writing talaga. I decided to have my own blogs hmmmmmmmmmm..wala lang nakikiuso hehehe seriously kasi I find this mas personal and sabi nga niya Journal is for elite person daw eh! mababaw lang naman profile ko hehehe.Anyways I used to have diary din naman since elementary so this is not new to me . So looking forward for some comments,friends and a lot of things to share to everybody.