Taal trip with Lorna,Ailyn,Vannie and Cleo
September 11-12, 2004. We stayed at Taal Yacht Club
Thursday, September 30, 2004
Monday, September 27, 2004
I miss my daughter so much!!!!!!
I miss my little girl.......she is staying with my mom since she was 2 months old and I'm just taking her with me once in a while or i go there at Bagong Silang to see her.My husband and I decided to let my mom take our little angel because that time she was sick (she had a broncho pneumonia) and under medication and we live at blumentritt where all kinds of bacteria are there and her doctor advised us to find a better place for our daughter. It's very hard , very very hard most specially for me for she is my youngest and only daughter...I prayed a lot to have a baby girl then God gave me but I will not have the best time with her. Years pass my daughter grows very smart and well I thank my parents and God for that . when I'm trying to take my daughter with me permanently I'm having hard time a very hard time for my parents always very emotional on that. I understand them I know what my daughter brought to them an unexplainable happiness but how abt us???I miss her sooooooooooooo much I'm crying evertime i miss her actually everyday(Am I selfish??)I just want my baby to be with me I want to take care of her ,I want to spend time with her. The whole day I wanted to go there and take my baby with me but HOW??....My husband and I agreed that we will take our baby no matter what happen by december and we are praying that my parents will understand that.
Sunday, September 26, 2004
dream 2
second time ...I napped during my lunch break.,same place,closely the same hour past 11pm.
my family is their (my husband, my bunso JR,other ppl which i forgot when I woke up)
the dream is abt this horrible creature "para syang bitukang napakalaki"(it's like an large intestine) it grows,it crawled and sobrang "nakakatakot talaga"( so scary). The funny with this is that...there is only 1 way to kill that creature and that is the human manure (yes it's a "shit", fecal whatever term for that) .
We are all on 1 house then the creature start to crawled and grow...i went to a place with the large hose and inside is the "shit" hahaha imagined i poured everything to the creature and it died. But the problem is that that will soon be alive and all of the people will die so my desired is to let everybody know and informed them abt the only way to kill the creatures. We left home and the sad portion of this is that my husband and my baby left (bcoz they'll be watching Nyoy Volante's concert at cuneta astrodome) so I cried bcoz i felt that i'm not important to my husband anymore. anyways we just continue to walk and go to the place where they are selling the magic door (glass door) so im thingking that if we purchase that the creature can't reach us anymore but suddenly we felt the presence of the creature....i start crying bcoz it seems the end of the worls and I'm thingking not for myself but for my baby and my husband that was away from me.......crying and crying.....
vannie woke me up....my break is up
my family is their (my husband, my bunso JR,other ppl which i forgot when I woke up)
the dream is abt this horrible creature "para syang bitukang napakalaki"(it's like an large intestine) it grows,it crawled and sobrang "nakakatakot talaga"( so scary). The funny with this is that...there is only 1 way to kill that creature and that is the human manure (yes it's a "shit", fecal whatever term for that) .
We are all on 1 house then the creature start to crawled and grow...i went to a place with the large hose and inside is the "shit" hahaha imagined i poured everything to the creature and it died. But the problem is that that will soon be alive and all of the people will die so my desired is to let everybody know and informed them abt the only way to kill the creatures. We left home and the sad portion of this is that my husband and my baby left (bcoz they'll be watching Nyoy Volante's concert at cuneta astrodome) so I cried bcoz i felt that i'm not important to my husband anymore. anyways we just continue to walk and go to the place where they are selling the magic door (glass door) so im thingking that if we purchase that the creature can't reach us anymore but suddenly we felt the presence of the creature....i start crying bcoz it seems the end of the worls and I'm thingking not for myself but for my baby and my husband that was away from me.......crying and crying.....
vannie woke me up....my break is up
Saturday, September 25, 2004
dream 1
i had this dream (i napped during my break) Lorna, this man and I. This man i'm talking abt is one of the L2 here (ssshhhhhh!!!secret ok)we had this sweet moments together I feel so happy during those moments as in "kilig". My dream is very clear and it's all abt work hahaha imagine I'm really over work now.anyways our headset is on, we are chattng ,he just held me tight embaraced me and hold my hand. I don't have feelings with this guys (halerrrr!!!)only after i dreamt of him..........I'm still assessing my feelings now hopefully this will fade away maybe i was carried away of the moments we have in my dream.....
He went here and tell something to me..................and u know what "wala lang dedma"(nothing unusual) meaning im nt falling for him or whatever.....thank God hahahaha
He went here and tell something to me..................and u know what "wala lang dedma"(nothing unusual) meaning im nt falling for him or whatever.....thank God hahahaha
blogs here I am!!!
this is it....finally realized that i love doing this. I had my journal entry http://www.livejournal.com/users/sheng_17/ but it was iniated by my good friend Lorna who love writing talaga. I decided to have my own blogs hmmmmmmmmmm..wala lang nakikiuso hehehe seriously kasi I find this mas personal and sabi nga niya Journal is for elite person daw eh! mababaw lang naman profile ko hehehe.Anyways I used to have diary din naman since elementary so this is not new to me . So looking forward for some comments,friends and a lot of things to share to everybody.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)