Sunday, October 31, 2004

Christianster Forum

I had so much fun joining to christianster forum..I love exchanging views and ideas to everybody (with or without sense hahaha) how wonderful the feelings are when your with you brothers and sister in christ....anyways this is the reason why I obviously love to work just for this hahaha...I also added my passion for forum for barkadahan.org.To Dyeypi,athena,wengkies,corrxxx,sweetwheng,dhay19 and to others that I forgot to mention sorry but you know who u are..U guys are great and I hope to see u soon..God bless christianster and barkadahan!!

Forum Moderator

Barkadahan Org admin. offered me as one of the forum moderator on their forum Love,Courtship and Marriage...why not its a big honor for me...and thank God for that responsibility.anyways because of that Im more active now go to that site and I'm so excited everytime I went to that site and read all new postings and shared mine too.I prayed that God will use this site to everybody to know Him and use us to lead those persons to Him.....I want to personally thank the admin/ staff for the trust and believe in me:

Hafajerry - Founder/Chairman
Wengkies - Web Developer
DJ-'Yan - Site Admin.
and to all my co-moderators

God bless www.barkadahan.org!!


Wednesday, October 27, 2004

is it ghost???

I had experienced seeing ghost and sensed them a lot in different places,but for sure I have no 3rd eye..Oh! pls I prefered not to have one.Anyways let me share with you abt what happened on ladies CR at our office 17th flr.Me and my friends and we heard some others too who had experienced something eery inside that CR.But I choose to share this...It's been 2x that I went there and heard someone is calling me but just a sound of "psst".I thought at first that it comes outside or somebody do that not directly to me but i know for the fact that the sounds is coming inside the CR but I don't want to think that way.Well, it happened again...I told that to vannie but on the 3rd time..this time I ran away from that area as in "ran away" but I still manage to look at the back of me hoping that sombody will get outside of course hoping that it is human hehehe .The reason that I acted that way is because for the 3rd time..same sound (It's actually a sound of a man) I felt his presence,very very near and the "psssst"is just 4 inches away from my ear.(imagined how close) but believe me there is nobody there.Honestly I'm so scared,I can't go to CR alone and until now I can't go there alone hahaha..I'm still praying that God will totally remove the fear in me and I know in due time,I will forgot that (I HOPE!!)well until now I'm still forcing myself to believe that it's not a ghost it is only the product of less sleep,tired from work etc....but whatever it is...I know that God will not leave me,He'll protect me for sure.....I remember Haloween is coming, will that make sensed hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.I GUESS!

Monday, October 25, 2004


Im with dyeypi at back of me,vflaire in green,athena in red,sweetwheng oh forgive me I forgot the 2..anyways We went there at around 11:30 at I never thought that this will be a great fun.God bless to all!! Posted by Hello

another shots from christianster member.I feel dizzy at first coz I don't have sleep yet I just came from work..but still I'm happy being with them and vannie is with me too. Posted by Hello

It's a 2nd EB for Christianster held at Paco Park last Oct. 23. We have a lot of fun.games,getting to know,eating etc. Posted by Hello

Friday, October 22, 2004

beating the 2 mins!!!

I never had a chance to received Health Bonus in my entire stay here at sykes for I always had absences and Sick leave which ur not entitled if you have one. This month of October I manage my self to be early and to condition myself not to have any absences.I only have 9 days and I will have my health bonus for the first tym and for some reason I'm having problem looking for a passenger jeep at home and I hate riding taxi....same at buendia I can't find bus,I find one but the route is at bel-air so I need to ride one more to ayala.I ride right away jeep to ayala but God!napakabagal..to make the story short...after the efforts,running to avoid lates and everything...I'M LATE imagined just for 2 minutes GRRRRRRRRR!!!...........I feel so tired,dissapointed and frustrated at the same time.It takes the whole shift before I accepted the fact that I will never have Health Bonus for this month.
Lesson learned:

1. Always anticipate the possibility of changes
2. Listen to your intuition
3. Accept failure
4. Trust God...(that's happened with a purpose...I believe in that)

so better luck next month.................

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

It's my lucky day!

It's been a long time that I received a Service Failure to my Quality Monitoring and to my surprise I had one hehehe.It's my fault actually coz I took advantage of the fact that I will handle all calls easily even there are lot of changes,updates that needed to pay attention with.I also had an Somewhat Satisfied on the survey..I don't know yet the reason for that but anyways in all of that I thank God for He just reminds me that not everyday will be the best for me and be ready to accept failures. I'm so tired for there are lot of calls coming in and my patience is on test right now...

"God give me strenght,patience and let me realize the good thing of my job not the bad side of it so I can still work with happiness inside me."

Monday, October 18, 2004

food for thought

Attitude
by Charles Swindoll


"The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness, or skill. It will make or break a company ... a church ... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude ... I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me, and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you ... we are in charge of our Attitudes."

this was shared by one of my bangon_webbie yahoo group Christine Eustaquio [eustfam@pldtdsl.net]

stressful day off!!

I have my 2 consecutive rest day but I did'nt get a chance to rest well, why??

1. Same routine : doing all household chores (washing,ironing,cleaning,cooking etc..) Gosh I'm so tired!
2. My kids 2nd grading exam, I need to review them one by one.
3. My youngest visit to the doctor.

Sometimes I'm thingking how hard to be a mother but if I see my children laugh and see how my husband work for the best of his family and how God blessed us for everything. I tell myself that I don't have room for complaints. There is no easy life,God gave us task and we need to do that to the best that we can and I'm thingking that God will never give us anything that we can't handle. I just want to Praise God for all the difficult things He gave to me because of that He is molding me to be the best wife, mother and person to everyone.


Friday, October 15, 2004

No calls yehey!!!

Nothing unusual....same routine and present to all telenovela marathon hehehe...for 2 days we have less calls and Im so happy for that...more time to chat,surf etc...Pay day yday but honestly I dnt feel it...aside from I have discrepancy on my salary also I have a lot of things to pay,to buy. but anyways...thank God for providing our needs.Busy posting to forum sa Barkadahan and I chatting with my fellow christian sa christianster......

Marijoe,Vanessa and I...picture perfect!!At work.. Posted by Hello

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

I miss my afternoon telenovela

I usually set my alarm at 3pm to start my telenovela delight...Oh no! i did'nt wake up I don't know why maybe I'm really so tired that I did'nt hear the alarm.I woke up in the middle of "mulawin"my evening telenovela marathon start on that so thank God hahaha...Before getting to sleep my husband and I had some kwento "wala lang" we miss each other lang.He said that on Dec. he''' try his best to be with me more most specially during my off coz I always complaint of not being with him during my off.We miss each other it's just that he had a lot of work to do.prepared going to the office

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

my husband is a superhero

My daughter who is 2 yrs old locked herself at the CR.Our lock there is so tight you can easily close them but not to open.Can you imagined my daughter's little hand ,it will be very hard for her to open it by herself. Anyways the time I learned that my daughters got inside I'm not scared coz I know she can possibly open it if properly intructed but I just realized HOW???So at first I'm calm asking her to open it,I heard she is trying and when she started to cry I freak out because I know my daughter is not ok ,my daughter is like me she can't easily cried and if she do it means she hurts so much.I'm afraid that she might suffocate inside for there is no proper ventilaton,or she may fell or....huh!!!I'm thingking a lot of bad things that might happened. I tried to force the door but nothing happen.Until I gave up and I ask my son to call his tatay. My husband came I saw his worried face,he first talk to his daughter just to let my daughter know that everythings ok and then he look everywhere,check the door and suddenly he noticed that there is a weak part of the door it is located on the lower part. My daughter is really so tired of crying she is now starting to cough out and again I freak out for she have asthma .I just prayed and my hubby decided to destroy the lower part of the door.The size that was open is like 12 inches and even my daughter can't get out of that hole so what my husband did was force himself inside to reach the lock without even thingking that he might got hurt. It is successfull he open the lock my baby is safe but my husband had a lot of bruises,he don't mind it as long his baby is safe. I appreciate my husband more and I realized that he will do all impossible things for his family and I thank God for giving my husband courage and wisdom. I hug my baby and that experienced makes me realized more the importance of my family and how lucky I am to have a husband who is very loving and dedicated father .

Monday, October 11, 2004

Christianster and Barkadahan Org

What I can say to this 2 sites...........pls visit my journal at :

http://www.livejournal.com/users/sheng_17/

another normal life

I had my 2 days off and a normal life,normal sleep,normal time to eat and normal mind ha3. I don't need to understand other's problem on their billing and internet. I have a peaceful life with my kids and husband. Though honestly I'm physically tired coz I have to wash clothes, clean the house and a lot of household chores but nevertheless I'm doing that to my own family. Watch Tv galore,chat with friends and eat a lot hahaha.I'm with my kids and I sleep beside my husband ,we got to chance to discuss things.I just stayed at home,fixing everything there and taking care of my kids.

Friday, October 08, 2004

usual routine and earthquake

usual routine ....after shift go home watch "Irene" a koreanovela then I eat lunch alone for my husband had a service that time and kids at the school then sleep....alarm set to 3pm for "Leya" the "joyride" and "twin sister". I learned that my baby and my mom is coming so i just clean the room then sleep..but my bunso came so i have'nt got a chance to sleep well. Alarm set to 8:30 for "extra challenge" then "mulawin" and "forever in my heart" while eating dinner. Time to take a bath and from then an earthquake came I'm scared bcoz u cn see and feel the intensity and it takes like 1 minute inside the bathroom just looking on all things that moving and lights turning on and off.I just uttered prayer.after that I feel dizzy and sleepy at the same time. Got to work and I sleep during way to the office .......and "thank you for calling msn customer service for 8 hours "....

Thursday, October 07, 2004

check my new post at my journal site

I had this chatmate of mine from Africa and he is coming here to visit me...more on:

http://www.livejournal.com/users/sheng_17/

Its pizza time sa office....u know what I just ate 4 of them grabe!!!yum yum yum Posted by Hello

a letter from Dad

It's been awhile that I have seen my dad,I miss him a lot I'm daddy's girl actly. when my mom took my daughter with her my dad wrote a letter from me a very touching letter. I cried while reading it , he always tells me how he loves me and my kids a lot and I'm his favorite and keep on saying sorry for all the things he done. I'm scared when he keeps on reminding me everything it's like he'll be gone soon and i hate to think that. Honestly I'm a very tough person but when I'm thingking that God will take my dad (I know soon )it makes me weak and I'm very scared. My dad may not be a perfect dad (nobody is) but he is very responsible,loving and he mold me of what I'm now. I never had a lot of materials things before but I'm happy and that is the most important thing.He is 71 turning 72 this november 26 and my family is planning a bday celebration for him. I don't know but it seems that it will be his last bday (hopefully not Oh God pls not).I know in some ways that I hurt him,I dissapoint him but yet he never let me feel that I did that to him. I love him so much I hope I can tell the whole world how proud I am for being his daughter and I'm praying that God will still give me chance to prove how much I love my dad( I hope this will not be too late). anyways I'm preparing for the best bday in his life and I'm planning to set time to treat my dad or just have pasyal with him a sort of bonding. I've learned to show your love to everybody everyday or it might be too late to do that.God bless all dad in the world!

Friday, October 01, 2004

another happy ending!!!

I'm a telenovela fanatics...of course at GMA kapuso hehehe..I was inspired and in love with this teleserye "Ikaw sa puso ko" starring Oyo boy Sotto and Nadine Samonte and a lot more. It's a typical love story but this one struck me a lot. It's more on "kilig" factor maybe because they are very good looking and off camera Oyo boy had a biggest crush on Nadine so maybe that's one of the factor that make me a lot of "kilig" whenever they had this sweet moments together it really show. The story is a combination of love,hatred.family,brother rivalry and soulmates and of course about true love. This is one of the reason that I had only few hours of sleep coz I have to wake up at around 3pm just to watch this. I'm very romantic so I appreciate all love story and this one is one of the best shall I say. It ended already so as expected happy ending and I really love happy ending...Another chapter of love shown and there is one will come this monday ,they will also be the character but this time it is a fantasy love story . In other words 3pm will be the settings of my alarm again and i'm also watching "Forever in my life" starring Regine,Ariel and Richard...well a love story about soulmates...I'm religously following this everyday.