Rm. 433

This is the room that was given to my daughter after a long wait and arguments.At first I did'nt noticed anything bcoz I'm so tired and sleepy that time.In the morning I was alone with my daughter and that is the time I feel different. I just remembered watching "Wag kang kukurap" It's abt the haunted room in the hospital so I feel so terrified thingking of that scenario.But I remembered last night when me and my husband went inside the room and fixing things then suddenly someones knocking the door becaise it was locked and nobody is doing that.That morning I feel so restless I can't sleep I'm always looking around the room and to the point of opening all lights.It happened 3x that the faucet opened itself and I'm just alone with my daughter and nobody is opening it.I just prayed and thingking and tried myself to believe that it's not a super natural thing.That night my husband,eldest son and mom look for my daughter while I'm at work.In the morning my son and I had a chat together and suddenly mentioned that a middled old woman came last night and clean the room,he describe the clothes,and the things that woman did that night.I was frightened for nobody is cleaning the room at night schedule for that is in the morning,but I still choose to keep quiet and secretly asked all maintenance people if they do hve schedule of cleaning at night and they verified no one.My mom also keep on insisting that she saw my husband at the terrace which my husband claimed that he did not went there and he is actually not there that time .So that's it I don't have choice but to share my experienced also and 1 nurse confirmed the same experience and others too who stayed to that room.I decided to request to be transfer that because of that ghost thing (hmmmm partly maybe hehehe) but because it's really very hot,very uncomfortable and my daughter for 2 nights had a sleepless nights and very irritable every night.That same night we transfered to a different room thank God!We just uttered prayer before we left the room

My temper

Nov. 21

We were in the emergency room at around 8:50 and the doctor decided that my daughter is needed to be admitted for gastrointestinal disorder with vomiting plus fever and cough.As part of the processing for admission,there should be an order coming from the doctor and there shld be a slip request for a room.I'm so sleepy,tired and bored for waiting for us to be admitted.I just noticed and checked the time it is already 12 mn,I don't have the request slip yet and I saw a lot patient who just came in and have their slip request already. That is the time I ask the doctor for our papers and surprisingly we are the last to be given a request. I don't care where I am and who I am speaking with all I know that I'm really really mad of what they did,I raise my voice telling them facing directly to the doctor the hassle they created .I keep myself cool because I know that anytime I'll be breaking out in anger.I went to Admission ofc and staff there told me that there is no more available room and if it is ok with me there is one under ward with 6 patients in a room of course I won't take it.......while going back to ER I felt so much anger I know that time nobody can't stop me.At the ER my voice is everywhere ,I don't care what I look like,what they thingking abt me,All I know is that I'm in the right position to get mad.I totally loose my temper I shouted the staff at the admin,security guard,nurses and doctor.I also requested to be home but they don't allow me for I know that whatever happen to my daughter it's their responsibility so they do their best to give me a room..though it's a reserved room but they don't have any choice to find one for me or else.......and when I finally inside the room .my husband and I keep on laughing for he is describing how I look and how the people look at me.I just laugh with myself and be sorry for what I did hehehe...that's the bad side of me that's why as much as I can, I don't want to get mad.....

Another 2 days off

Nov.19-20

My 2 days off was spend at Bagong Silang for my Dad's bday celebration for the rest of his co church worker.I'm with my 2 son's friday night after I rush to wash our clothes and had only 2 hrs of sleep and when we get there I just found out that my daughter is sick so thank God for I'm with her during that time.Usual saturday time with the kids (play,watch tv,eating etc.)and at night I expect that my hubby will be home around 9 or 10pm but past 12mn ,no call,no text and he is still not home.I'm starting to worry I just prayed that he will be ok.Then God is good my hubby came.That early morning my daughter has high fever and vomiting at the same time so I never had enough sleep.Sunday morning help my mom to prepare for food for visitor will coming .Some of my dad's co chusrch worker came,bible study,sharing and had a wonderful snacks together.In then in the afternoon my husband I decided to bring my daughter with us and bring to the hospital.

thank you!!

I thank all those people who greeted me at christianster.com,netfriendship,Barkadahan,Friendster..to everyone thank you from the bottom of my heart.God bless!!

this are the thread they created to greet me (Christianster):

http://www.christianster.com/ctan/html/forummsgs.php?ctgryid=117&topid=3585&page=1

drunk for the first time at 30

I always wanted to be drunk no particular reason but just to experience it. I'm always telling myself that I'm hoping before I reach the age of 30 I already experience being drunk.My highschool friend came a day before my 30th birthday so as usual drinking session ....Let say,it's been 5 years that I do drink alcohol occasionally and never had any moment being drunk and this time after a mix of vodka Absolut,colt45,san miguel light and red horse...I WAS TOTALLY DRUNK......
I don't know exactly how many time I throw up but one thing for sure .... lot of times..... hehehe.Thank God my husband and friends are there to take care of me coz I'm really dizzy and though I know what's going on but I can't control anything.And I can say this time that I don't want to be drunk anymore it does'nt have any good thing in me I just have headache the whole day and that's it. But I enjoyed a lot most specially after and my husband told me that "I'm wild " hahaha whatever the meaning of that all I care is that I'm happy and thanks to my friends and husband who took care of me and for celebrating my bday and making my wish come true.

breakfast time... 

vodka absolut girl ( look what we have in common.... rosy cheek hehe) with Mitch here..we really have fun together 

taken during our bday celebration (Lorna and I) from left cleo,sha-sha,me and Lorna (look what's lorna is doing her fav.past time hehehe) 

with my 2 dearest friend.sha-sha (middle) and Lorna (right side)...though we haven't got chance to be with sha2 always but friendship will always remain 

"a sweet word"

I miss my family so much so after staying with friends I went home....my kids and husband are not there so I just clean the room and pressed our clothes and buy some stuffs...when i came back my husband is there and sweetest word I heard again from him is "I miss you"...he just stayed with me,I shared what happened to the bday celebration and actually he has colds and decided to rest and I have colds now too (can u guess why ??hahahahahaha)anyways,that is the reason that our marriage is still working and still exciting everyday for we make sure to say those important words everyday like "I love you","I miss you".sometimes we neglect to say those words but that will make us alive and inspired .I'm still praying that nothing will change until such time that God will take us in his arms.God bless over YEGIE.

happy beerday to me and to Lorna!!!

Nov. 13

Celebration for Lorna's 22nd bday and my ever waited sweet 30..as plan, after shift we went to SM megamall but after that since I don't have enough sleep and it supposed to be my off but I need to be here for "a so called very impt. meeting" I wonder where the importance is...anyways I was out already at 9 and then we need to wait for Cleo till 11:30,I'm really sleepy,I'm not feeling well, I'm so inip etc etc in other words "tinotopak na me" but when we finally get out of the ofc..I feel alive I'm back thank God hehehe....to SM for PT session at Pain and Rehab with Mitch,Cleo and Lorna and because of some "nagmamarunong" staff there I was again burst in so much anger for they don't let Lorna to have the session without the card which we explained clearly that it was lost for she was held up same thing with Mitch for she don't have with her the medicard..after so many arguments they let them have the session.I feel so relaxed after PT and after a long wait we had our lunch hmmm merienda at the same time for it was past 2 pm already at Mann Hann and we had a very satisfying lunch/merienda together and I saw the excitement and joy in the face of Lorna and guess what happened to her after???...hahahahaha i know frend u'll be reading this,u will hate me but remember whatever happen we are here beside u no matter what and where u r hahahahaha we will be there to bring you lot of tissue.After SM we went to Cleo's place,clean up and ready to fight.Sha2 is their also and I'm happy coz at last we had chance to be with sha2 its' been a long time.It's my 1st time to drink Vodka Absolut and honestly I thought that that will be the first time that I'll be drunk for after first drink I feel dizzy but as expected I never get drunk at all and we did'nt finished the whole bottle.We just had games,chatting and had a lot of laugh together....we are all tired and sleepy so decided to sleep....

family time!!

Nov.7-8 - rest day
Nov. 9-10-VL

Long rest hmmm a bit!!I'm not taking calls but I had a lot of household chores to take care plus my daughter is with me so it added on my responsibility.Very tiring yet fulfilled coz I can feel being a real mom hehehe...It's fun to be with my kids though I don't have much time with my hubby coz he is working so hard.Anyways last sunday after church we went to Paraiso at Retiro my kids was able to play with other kids and it's so nice seeing my whole family together.I'm really so blessed to have a very wonderful family.Also I decided not to have my OT last saturday for I need to be with my friend coz Hazel is having problem that time and they need me to be there.

Bonding with Cleo

For Nov. 6

I never realize that I have my OT-Off commitment for tonight but since I planned already to got to SM megamall for Pain and Rehab for PT session I still continue to go there.Cleo is with me.As expected , a lot of patients so we need to wait for 1-2 hrs more.We had our lunch at Mann Hann it's a chinese restaurant and the food was great though quite expensive.After a very delicious and satisfied meal and nice chat with cleo we went to pain and rehab to have our PT session.Quite dissapointed coz they changed the way the PT session procedure
I'm looking forward for the massage thing but anyways it relieved my back pain so that's ok and it's free hahahaha...We finished at around 4:30pm and we have to commute from there and I went home I guess 5:30 and I'm hoping that I can sleep even for 4 hrs but my daughter is there so I never got a chance to sleep and I miss my daughter so much so I decided not to work.I had a wonderful time with Cleo and I just found out that we have same favorite international actor and it's Nicholas Cage and plan to watch his upcoming movie on the 24th.I'm happy also bcoz my daughter is with me I miss her so much.....

Happy Holdup anniversary to me!!

Exactly 1 year at around 3:00-:3:15 am I'm on my way to work for my 4am shift at Tayuman area when I had my 1st and I'm claiming to God that it will be the last holdup experienced in my life. I don't want to narrate again what happened for that was past already and I'm posting this just to thank God for HIS continous protection and love for 1 year ,though that's experienced brings me pain,hatred and stress but one thing for sure God has a purpose on it and that is for the best of me.Ive learned a lot of things I felt the love of my friends,family and God and that's the best part of it.I miss my cel Nokia 3650 honestly but I would rather lost all things in me but not my family and friends.Thank God for everthing!!!

a long week of stressed!!

It's on my 6 days of work...everyday is a very stressful one ...imagined que calls that almost hit 100.I'm really so tired I almost went to the point of giving up and not planning to come for work.Everytime It's time for me to got to the office my mind is telling me to go but my body won't take it....but still I have no choice I have to work...and here I am taking calls!!!

Haloween day, 2004

I remember when I was a kid until I guess highschool days that I'm so excited whenever haloween day is coming.That is the time that my cousins,aunt and uncles from father side are having a wonderful get together in the cemetery to visit our grandfather.Times changes....and this year I went to cemetery with "Nget and friends..we had a nice chat in the middle of the cemetery and imagined and it is really dark out there its already past 6pm...after that we went o Bagong Silang coz my kids are there..a vacation for 1 week it's a sem break...and good thing I called the office for I thought I had work that time (friday,oct.29)....anyways I'm so happy coz I saw my children most specially my little girl.